N Saturday, January 21, 2006
i give up. wait, was there even a start ?i have a whole lot of things to blog that i dunt knw where to start from.
im tearing, nt because im sad. but because my eyes hurts and im really tired. so little sleep for the past 2 days due to sleeping late and waking up early in the morning. you shud know i dunt wake up till after 1pm, so having to wake up early in the morning is a torture.
ive been thinking quite alot recently about life and death. its really unpredictable when u might just leave the world. this may not occur to u because u tink ure still young. but no, ure wrong. you know, nobody will ever think death will happen to em when they are having all the fun ? (obviously, who the hell will tink they will die when they are havg fun at tt time) but, the unexpectedly might just happen anytime. who knows right ? can u imagine if u were to die any time soon ? will there be any regrets in ur life ? do u have things which u wanna do, but havent ? i think for people aged like me, theres bound to have regrets cus if i were to die now, i'll be filled with regrets. i think from now on, i shud do things that i dare not do. life is short, what if i were to just die tmr ? i wudnt wanto bring regrets along ! haha. and i shud just spend money freely w/o tinkg SO much. thats sth i shud really change abt myself. hahaha. i tink not only do i have to live everyday like theres no tmr, everyone shud. we shud make full use of each day and also to cherish everything and everyone ard us ! (: if only i have the ability to make ppl change their mind abt certain things, then maybe things may turn out a lil diff. sighh.
i dunt knw why am i always thinking so much, esp nowdays when the night draws in and most of the times when im alone. even sometimes when im not alone, i tend to start daydreaming. omg, is this the side effects of slacking too much ? hahahah.
i have more things to blog about my doings for the past few days, tmr night perhaps. im excited to blog again. hopefully pics are ready by then,
cherine ann yew heard that ?
KUN KUN, EYECAND. :D`
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